don't you remember - adele

when will I see you again?
you left with no goodbye,
not a single word was said,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
and a wandering eyes, and heaviness in my head
but don't you remember?
don't you remember?
the reason you loved me before,
baby, please remember me once more

when was the last time you tought of me?
or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I when wrong,
the more I do, the less I know,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
and a wandering eyes, and heaviness in my head
but don't you remember?
don't you remember?
the reason you loved me before,
baby, please remember me once more

I gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
and hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
to bring you back to me,

why don't you remember?
don't you remember?
the reason you loved me before,
baby, please remember you used to love me,
when will I see you again?

any other words

dear heart,

don`t be scare, don`t be so sad
one day u`ll find oneheart who will sincerely in love with you and make you as the only one heart in his, like you make him as the only one heart in you,
the only one who will fight for you and always there to hold you everytime you loose yourself,
just be brave to open yourself and believe that will not any stupid thing can seperate you two,
then be happy and be stronger for any mistake that have been made to you.

for sure, there is nothing such a badluck in God's creature,
and only the badguy can say that someone was a badluck for them,
so just be happy with what you are now because your smile much more adorable than your tears.

sincerely,
mind, body & soul.

Tentang Dia

tentang dia yang sekarang mungkin membuatku kecewa,
namun pernah membuat duniaku menjadi sangat menyenangkan
kali ini tidak ada kekecewaan lagi,
aku hanya akan mengenang yang terbaik dari dia.

sebenarnya sangat banyak hal baik tentang dia sampai membuatku bingung harus mulai darimana,
sebenarnya sangat banyak hal manis tentang dia sampai membuatku bertahan sejauh itu.

aku masih sangat ingat ketika kami menghabiskan dua tahun baru bersama dengan keceriaan dari kembang api sambil saling membagi harapan harapan kecil kami,
aahh sudah hampir tahun baru lagi, aku pasti akan merindukannya.

circle of life

I believe, life is moving as a circle,
a circle that consist of center, insider, circle line, and outsider,
and each of our is a circle line from our life, it's a path of our journey, a path to keep us stay in line,

the outsider, seem so familiar so does the meaning,
yes, there are some people that interact with us as a result due we moved our circle,
some people that having similarity with us, maybe attitude, hobbies, experience, job, religion, or anything,
sometimes they describe who we are, sometimes they build us, unconsciously, sometimes we need them to fulfill our social life, and sometimes we choose them because we meant something for them, and they meant something for us too,

the insider, ooh it's the most precious people we ever have,
they was exist before the circle line created,
they build us from inside as a border that we called family,
full of love, unconditionally take us as a part of their life,
a family where the home in it, a family that everybody have,

there is a special thing about the center,
sometimes we can feel it there, sometimes we can't,
like a magnet of a static dot, we pulled a special outsider to fill the hole as a center,
it shows us how or where we should moving, it shows our purpose in life,
it's pull us, push us, and holding us whatever we did,
it makes us strong just because we know it was there,
ready to catch us whenever we fall, keep us from moving like a pinball,
and we also can always stay around it,

for a while in my life, I think I had found my center, but I was wrong,
now I'm moving like a pinball again, with an empty center.

Tentang Dia

tentang dia lagi,
dia yang tidak ingin dilihat hanya dari pandanganku saja,
dia yang peduli untuk melakukan pembenaran diri,
pikirku, siapa yang peduli apa yang harus dibenarkan sekarang?

selama ini aku tidak pernah mencoba melakukan pembenaran diri atas cerita-ceritanya tentangku, lalu kenapa dia sangat peduli akan kebenaran dirinya?
aku tidak pernah memberikan sanggahan akan cerita-cerita tidak lengkap yang hanya diceritakan dari sisinya saja tentangku, lalu kenapa dia harus peduli agar aku menceritakan yang selengkapnya?
kalau memang ini untuk kebaikanku, lalu kenapa dia tidak mengatakan pembenaran itu langsung padaku?
hhhah, terlalu banyak pertanyaan dibenakku

masih banyak yang tidak dia tau tentang apa yang kulakukan dan apa yang tidak kulakukan,
yang apabila ku jawab satu persatu maka dia tidak akan mampu membantah lagi,
masih banyak yang tidak dia tau tentang apa yang kurasakan dan tidak kurasakan,
yang tidak sanggup aku utarakan,

mudah memang untuk memberikan pembenaran diri, apalagi untuk seorang cerdas seperti dia,
yang berpikir kalau perasaan dan pandangan seseorang bisa diatur sesuai kemauan dan permainannya,

play nice! kata yang selalu diucapkan olehnya,

"but if you keep thinking that he is the best to accompany yourlife, just be brave to say it, and take all of the risk without complain.."